Long Love Lost

The triple "L's"
Breathe through my soul
Day in, day out
I count on you to catch me
lovers quarrel...
the trying..

It almost got serious, it almost ended.

To say I lost you, would mean I had you
We know that's not true

I miss the friend I had
Who understood me
Strong enough to deal
With words I needed
talking, yelling...silence.

Random....daily
Coffee....hourly
Cigarettes...constantly
Conversations....endless...

I wouldn't take back, rewrite or change a thing.

You will always be a part of me...
Your guidance has helped find a true me...
I'll miss
your wisdom
the way you look at me
your voice when you're excited, angry or bragging
you always remain calm in my chaos.

You were my hero once, twice...forever.
I wish you didn't know I could save myself.
Strength is a weakness in itself.

I miss my buddy, not the lover.
We'll never go back...
We will look forward...

When the time came we'd just know.

Two down, one to go....

We're both guilty... of forgetting what we had...
No fingers to point...only new futures to face
and new faces to see...


One love to our memories.