North Star <3

I find myself with butterflies...
love is a game... not with whom you like.. but with yourself
battling emotions
attempting to conquer constant analysis
questioning certainties
censoring words...

Fuck complicated love

let it be
wise words once shared
from Paul to Mimi to Me
LET IT BE

The deserving are loved... maybe not by whom they desire
no one lives unloved unless they will it as such

Stated before to be repeated again
Everyday is the beginning of my life
A new chapter, a new book :)

Sunshine, grey abyss matters not
love is a game...
the losers try to love others
the winners know to love themselves first

Priorities are priorities - having them straight is based on perception

I do more circles than straight lines...
its okay - its all a process
backtrack and take a lesson twice
better than forgetting it once

Teenager, young adult, woman
one step, two step and back again to one...

Manatee island (haha)
Manitoulin Island... the land of adventure
in the trees or in my head... clarity is not my only goal
understanding, respect, self love
Im worth it - i always have been
just unknowingly

Renewal - release the old
this is something i will not do there
i will bring the old to make the new even better

I know not what tomorrow will bring
I know not what the next 2 weeks will bring

what i do know

i will maximize profits - mental/financial
i will enjoy this opportunity
and
i will not allow anything or anyone come in between that

Mind over matter.... or just allow matter without mind...

I will make the most of this...

Journey out into unknown waters
bring a life jacket
be close enough to shore
but far enough away

Head North said the bird
find your adventure
head North
if you get lost find the moon
the stars
the sun

The whole world is our playground
i am playing a game of love and adventure
i am playing it with myself
and
I AM WINNING.

So i head North :)
PZ

I Challenge Myself

Today i challenge myself.
Face life - no u-turns, no side streets, no short cuts.

It's time to realize the teenage years........ have gone

My parents are aging rapidly... as i am watching - fear develops

Weakened by illness... hurt by things around them...

Our Heroes no longer invincible to life's dangers - harsh reality

People we loved, a person i loved has left the free world.. not the world tho..
For that I am grateful...

I say we all have equal chances... but not our victims of circumstance...
they have to work twice as hard to prevail...
sometimes
for them..it's simply not that easy.

I dedicate my love to my family... they are the most deserving...
I give up on romance & love... it's not meant for me...

No
matter
how
worthy
I
think
I
am.

Cultivating the wasted love energy into motivation for success.

Long love lost hurt my feelings... for which i am grateful

A kick start is what one needs... i work best under pressure.

My heart is half full... and seems as though it will remain this way forever...

I am 23... life's still young.. but the meantime is the worst time.

I challenge myself today... to be the best person i can possibly be.
I challenge myself today... to overcome all obstacles.
I challenge myself today... to face life and everything about it.