S S - Sorry

Should I stay or Should I go
?!?!?!
Normally the champion stays
Circumstances differed on levels above my understanding

Sometimes overcoming the challenge
is accepting defeat

no matter how hard i tried..
the person i love in myself
was gone..
your energy.... drained my energy

frustration and discontent developed
irritation and anger surfaced
slowly but surely
hatred formed
logic, unknown..

but facts are facts..
job was fun
locals were fun
coast guards were easy on the eyes - lol - and fun
but youuu... every second i had i ran

This being my side means your entitled to yours
this being my blog means it'll probably never be heard
I should of went alone, you should of stayed home

We can't win em all.

Lesson learned on both accounts
a friendship lost, by choice
im sorry you thought you seen someone in me
because that person you glimpsed
was
never near you

i never meant to hurt your feelings..
although i feel as if you meant to invade my world
i hold no grudges - now that i am gone.

Sometimes different paths isn't always a choice
in my case it was
in your case i made it for you.

Que sera sera - whatever will be, will be.

Good luck in life.
For abandonment - my sincerest apologies
For my ignorance - i stand behind my actions/words.

again i say good luck in life.
it is time to go our separate ways.
this is my choice.