When You Just Know

Life is full of question and wonder...
All we think we know.. we never truly know...
What we seek to know... We eventually grow to understand

We forget sometimes that it does happen only once..
You cannot judge a past life to perfect the present one..
Therefore you can only learn as you grow and grow from what you learn as it happens.

Tomorrow is as much a mystery as the next century... So choose today to appreciate what you have now.

It wasn't long ago a light flickered before my eyes
It came to me at a time when the next step was unclear.. I was lost and it lit up my path, my life and most importantly my heart...
It was brighter than any star I've ever seen.
In fact it almost blinded me off the dance floor...

I had no choice.
I had to follow this light...
I had no choice.
I had to try and make it mine..

I figure life/fate whatever you want to call it doesn't always give you the second chance you count on
You only have once to get it right...

Fight or Flight...

{I chose both in a manner of speaking}

By now you realize this light is a boy.
I had to have him. I would stop at nothing, and I haven't and I won't.

This is the fight.

I am not a quitter... My heart knew his heart before he even spoke a word.
Love within silence.

It's always the most desirable who are damaged just enough to give up on the most important gift of life.
Like a bird with broken wings.. They need time to heal and confidence to try and fly again...

BUT..

When they heal...
...and believe me....
They do..

You wonder how anyone could have taken their light for granted... But can't help but be thankful they did...A diamond in rough so to speak.. Roughed up by the past to shine for the present.

This boy, My boy, My man to be... I've won the lottery of love...

This is the flight.

My heart soars with happiness... My head is in the clouds of day dreams of he and I...and tomorrow..

Like I said tomorrow is as clear as the next century but as long as I have my light I know I'll never be lost again.

<3